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she's BLUR..she's SLEEPY..she's ERRATIC..she's SARCASTIC..she loved NICE FINGERS..she loved to be BOOK WORM..she loved SEPET EYES..she addicted to MIRROR..she addicted to NON-MALAY MOVIE.. she addicted to TAGALOG..she ANTI TAUGE TEGAR :) yeah she is what she is..if YOU dont like..what she can say;"like i care?"..

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

.....

great title huh?hehe :)

i've to attend one event dis coming saturday. just because am the one who are responsible for that event.
what kind of event?? "kempen keselamatan jalan raya"...what a?? :)
now i've only plus minus 2days before the event. tired eventho i'm only exco for publicity.
what the roles as exco of publicity??
  • banner
  • flyer
  • program books
  • invitation card
  • poster
  • what else?? invitation call for press laa..
huhuhu..thanks god previously i already have experienced to deal with press. like my Public Relation lecturer said "awk kena tahu mcm mana nak cium mulut ngan press"..
hahahaha PR person will know what the meaning of cium mulut tu. (bukan lucah ok)
call punya call.ada yg suh email picture je.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..kau igt aku heran sgt??huh!
haha angin sendiri..


haaa.terigt sudah kejadian dekat food court time lunch td.
let me tell u..
tgh laaa aku ni berselera makan. as usual my lauk will be ayam masak lemak + udang sambal.
nak di jadikan cerita, udang hari ni susah nk kopek. gigih laa aku ni duk kopek kulit udang.
lepas tu,siapa ntah pasang cd wali band! repeat that album beratus kali sampai aku rasa nk muntah darah!!bukan aku sorang. cikin pun sama.kan cikin kan??
aku duduk kat meja panjang.belakang aku adalah sekumpulan manusia ni tgh pack nasi kot.
i'm not sure coz mls nk amik tahu. kenapa aku marah? mcm mana boleh marah??
ni ada sorang perempuan mental ni. dia duk tonggeng2 buat apa ntah.
setiap kali dia tonggeng dia langgar belakang aku.
ok. sekali 2kali 3kali aku masih boleh sabar lg..
ni takk dia langgar aku HAMPIR 7 or 8 KALI...angin aku.
she never said sorry u know!! soooo damn bitch!!
kau langgar aku yg tgh makan tahu??????? hilang selera makan aku..
gerammmmmmmmmmmmm..takut kesabaran hilang aku terus blahhh.
huhuhu terbayang lauk ayam masak lemak cili padi yg tak sempat di habiskn td...
aku lempang kau laju laju baru kau tahu minah mental!!!!


sekian terima kasih.


p/s:if esok dia still langgar aku. mmg melayang pinggan nasi tu kat muka dia!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

V to the I to the R to the U to the S..

come closer..
i wanna tell u about HOW I HATE VIRUS...

ini semua salah PC yg ada dekat library..
what for u provide pc for students if that's pc full with virus..
if tak double click pn virus tu terus masuk dlm pendrive bila kteorg cucuk dekat pc..
menyusahkan...
habis semua hilang asgt..
the worse is bila asgt yg nk kena submit pn menghilangkan diri setelah berjumpa dgn kekasih hati yg bernama VIRUS!!damnnn u virus..
logically,takkan laa aku ni nak bawak laptop ke claz hari-hari..
berat tahu!!

now,my lappy n my hp sudah di jangkiti virus.
ni semua slh pc kt library yg aku guna ari isnin tu..
dah la my cd player cannot detect cd..
nak format laptop mcm mana???
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

TENSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

frustrated :(

AKU atau DIA

tak dalam kah
cinta dalam hatiku
dah berbunga hidupku
bersamamu aku setia

tapi kini
kau telah tajamkan duri
menduakan cintaku
yang telah lama ini

ku cuba utk bertahan
tapi perih hati ini

pilih aku atau dia
tinggalkan ku bila kau ingin bersamanya
pilih aku atau dia
tinggalkan ku bila kau ingin bersamanya

kan ku tetap kan setia padamu
jika kau mampu tinggalkan dirinya
kan ku tetap kan setia padamu
jika kau mampu tinggalkan dirinya



why i'm frustrated???
just because i cannot found exact web to download this song..
maka utk menyedapkan hati sy telah menge-postkan lirik lagu saja :(
dah penat meng-google.kat 4shared n aimini pun takde.huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

today i spend almost 3 hours for golek kanan golek kiri smbil baca novel..
tau tau jam dah pukul 9 mlm..gila dak??aku duk begolek dari pukul 6 ptg..
tekejut ala-ala beruk bila tgk jam dah pukul 9...huhuhu

friends of mine ;D

"Ikaaa,hang sekarang TENGAH BECINTA kan??baik hang ckp betul-betul"-Ahmad Yau


the reason why he said so just because entry kat blog sy yg jiwang tahap overdose ni- "entry hang lately ni jiwang-jiwang laaa"..
hahaha me??ofcoz laaa deny secara habis-habisan. dah mmg betul aku bkn tgh becinta pn..xkan nk admit kot..

nak tambahkan perisa pd persoaln ahmad yau. i couldn't remember b'ween cikrose or cikin yg ckp "a'ah...dia sekarang baca msg smbil senyum2!".cis.bila masakah??mana adaaaaaaa..fitnah itu semua..

kawan2,jikalau sy becinta sy...(sy apa cik pikah??)
heheh sy tak tahu...


p/s:ahmad yau sila abaikan tulisan kecil di bwh lirik for the rest of my life tu yee :)


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

sweet rite??

For the Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And there’s a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
In front of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally


lyrics by Maher Zain


u,did u mean something by asking me to listen for this song? if yes..i just want to say "damn touched..dang cute"

Monday, September 20, 2010

you and me

mode:jiwang jiwang geli geli..hahaha


You and me by Lifehouse

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive


i loveeeeeeeeeee this song especial Boyce Avenue cover..hehe

cerita kulit...

lets the story begin.......
jeng jeng jeng..
al kisah pd suatu hari.mereka semua duduk semeja smbil menjamu selera (lunch)...
makan makan sambil sembang and for sure mereka(aiman,yau,cikin n cikrose) will wait for me.
whyyyy???sy makan mcm siput..hehe dats y mereka menunggu sy..
mari sy ceritakan kisah kulit udang..

ada seorg gadis yg sgt gemar makan udang waktu lunch..and gadis ini pasti akan terlalu khusyuk mengupas kulit udang (pakai tgn or sudu,xkesah laa tp mmg dia akan khusyuk gila)..

aiman:nak kulitttttttttttt...(dgn tiba-tiba mengendeng dkt si gadis yg tgh gigih kopek kulit udng)
si gadis:hang nk kulit udang??? (smbil pndng aiman dgn muka pelik n dlm hati ckp tak kan kot)
semua org yg kt meja tu terdiam dgn lamanyaaaa.
aiman:...(terdiam smbil pandang si gadis)
si gadis:errr...(aku slh ckp ke??)
aiman:tak kan laaa aku nk mkn kulit udang kot.
si gadis:oh..nah amik udang ni aku dh kopek!
aiman:.....(pandang si gadis lg dgn muka pelik)
aiman:aku nk kulit ayam hang tuu laa..
si gadis:lorhhhhhh..ckp laa hang nk kulit ayam.mana la aku tau.aku dah pelik hang nk kulit udang td (smbil tersengih-sengih)
aiman:logik laa sikit..hehe

dan semua orang duk gelak smbil ckp :tak kan laaaa aiman mintk kulit udang..
si gadis:betul laa..dah time tu aku tgh kopek kulit udang..sapa suruh aiman tak ckp nk kulit ayam


moral of the story;ckp biar terang for aiman n for si gadis sila laa logik sikit..hahahaha


p/S:hahahhahah siapakah si gadis itu??

Sunday, September 19, 2010

bukan bukan mereka kata...

Bukan "1"

tapi bejuta.....

Bukan untuk diguna

tapi untuk dijaga......

Bukan untuk dimusuhi

tapi untuk disayangi.......

Bukan untuk sementara

tapi untuk selamanya.......

Bukan untuk dilupakan

tapi untuk diingati........

Bukan untuk ditingalkan

tapi untuk dirindui........

Bukan hanya disini

tapi dimana-mana.......

Bukan setakat ini

tapi hingga ke hujung nyawa......


what is this??...find by ur own..heheh :)


moon talk??

mode: geli-geli :p

bisikku pada bulan
kembalikan temanku
kekasihku,syurgaku..

tanpa dia
malam menemaniku
sepi memelukku..

bulan jangan biar siang
biar alam ini kelam
biar ia sepi
sepertiku....
imaan & khalil


'curi' from movie SEPI..and damn serious i like this sajak(not sure sajak or not)hahah..
jiwang kah aku?? noooooooooooooo.. i dont think so.(abis ni apa ni cik pikah?)


p/s:geli-geli kan kan kan??hahah but who caressss..my blog so up to me laa nk post apa..hehe

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Bila-bila..

Bila aku marah tapi...
tak dapat luahkan.itu sakit!
Bila aku perlu menangis tapi...
tak ada air mata menitis.itu sakit!
Bila aku perlu bersuara tapi...
tak ada suara.itu sakit!
Bila aku terlalu penat tapi...
tak ada yang peduli.itu sakit!
Bila aku perlu melihat tapi...
tak dapat melihat.itu sakit!
Bila aku perlu mendengar tapi...
tak dapat mendengar.itu sakit!
Bila aku kau buat sebagai musuh...
itu itu itu sangat menyakitkan!!



dammit.dammit.dammit.

Happy Birthday Adik :)

with my adik :)

Happy birthday.
  • semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki
  • wish you all the best
  • study rajin2 naa :) (mcm aku rjin sgt)
  • love you yar.. :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Cerita Raya

mode;mls nk cerita pasal raya :P

Sepasang Kurung Biru
Tiada salam atau ucapan
Tiada pesan tanda ingatan

Suasana penuh keriangan

Ku teringat pada seseorang

oh...

Di hari yang berbahgia ini
Hatiku kosong dan sepi sekali
Betapa manis kenangi lalu
Menyambut raya bersama denganmu
Oh...

Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar
Hanya suara azan sayup bergema
Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu
Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku
Tetamu datang tetamu pergi
Namun tak tiba orang ku nanti
Hanya sepasang kurung nan biru
Menjadi teman mengubat rindu ku
Oh....


p/s: yeah i know. very sad rite?? sy mmg suka stock lagu2 patah hati ni :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Eid 1431H

salam..

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin :)

yeah.i know today dah raya ke-3 but it's not too late nk wish raya kan??
hehe the reason why lambt wish is 'saya teramat bz bila berada di kg'
betul ke????
betul la.hp terbiar sepi kt dlm bilik.(mcm tipu jek coz sy masih sempt berfb menggunkn lappy)
so where i've been??
duduk di dapur menjadi bibik(buat air,cuci pinggan mangkok n all those thing la).
tpppppppppppppppppppppppp saya telah kecederaan pd ptg raya.
huhu.huduh sudah jari patik.
what happened? tu minyak panas kt kari aym tersimbah dgn tepatnya ke jari aku.
i swear. sakit gila.mau aku menangis kt sinki(meleleh air mata saya).
kenapa kt sinki? haha time tu tgh cuci tgn.
kesengalan teramatan bila diri ini tak letak colgate dgn cepatnya.
ada ke ptut aku g hbis kan mencuci cawan baru aku letak colgate??sengal tak sengal??
maka sepnjng hari itu aku tak amik tender cuci pinggan mangkok :) yeay!!
eh korang mesti wondering nape aku sempt tulis blog bila tgh bz kan??
haha hari ni tak bz coz dah takde org dtg raya kt umh kg sy ni..
maka semptlah sy berblogging dikala ini (tipu lg bila aku rasa tiap2 hari aku curi2 on9 fb)


p/s->pict raya nnt sy masukkn ye.mls nk transfer msuk lappy rite now.hehe as usual sy mmg malas :P

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Blushing tahap overdose :P

Mode:tgh tunggu kuih tart di masak..lama GILAAAAA

back to my title yar.why why why i'm blushing tahap overdose??
this is because of someone :)
what happened?? i dont know actually but serious dowh.. aku malu di sini..
dah laaa pakai baju sama warna kan kan kan..
but then how i'm successful pretending like nothing happen??
gila hebat juga aku belakon..hahaha perasan kan ?? whooo caresss! :p
goshhhhhhhh..lama gila aku tak jumpa dia..
almost 6 years kot.lama kan?
and now i felt like having a secret affair tahu!!hahahaha
what if someone we both know saw us yesterday??
confirm mesti akan ada gossip..uishhh sgt bahaya ni..

i found something from that so called secret affair meeting;
- my love story yg dulu menjadi penghalang
- sooo limited
- he's afraid of being the man after

okey,u may not understand what i'm talking about..that's good :) hahaha
and cik pikah juga menjumpai reason kenapa dia masih single laaaa ni!!
hahaha story mori later naaa..cik pikah dah tak larat nk menaip..
morning all :)


p/s: if u asking me whether i like him or not? i've no answer rite now :)

Monday, September 06, 2010

Buat Kuih Raya..

i think almost 3 years i never help my mum buat kuih raya :P
cop cop cop dan cop lg..
is not because i'm lazy ok..
ini adalah kerana sy akan pulang kerumh 2 or 3 hari sebelum raya.
which is during that's time kuih raya semua telah selamat di bakar dan di msukkn ke dlm bekas :)
but this year saya dapat cuti awal.maka saya lah yg buat kuih raya thun ni :P
kuih apa yg di buat oleh cik pikah tahun ni..
1)honey cornflakes
2)almond london..
baru 2..ini pn atas bimbingan mak saya..
if fully-handle by meeee.pasti raya tidak akan ada kuih raya..hahahahahahahahahahahahaha :P
tapikan...penat rupanyaaaa buat kuih ni.lenguh-lenguh badan oden duk siapkan kuih..
lg tercabar masa buat kuih cornflakes tu..dah laa buat siang hampir-hampir termasuk ke mulut sendiri..shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..jgn bg tahu org tau..hahaha
tppppppppppp tak msuk ok..iman saya masih kuat :)

today i dont know my mum nk suruh buat kuih apa..
saya hanya menurut perintah bonda tercinta saja :)

Friday, September 03, 2010

home sweet home :)

i'm homeeeeee finally..
ok my style mcm tak blik rumh dah bertahun2...
haha padahal awl bulan 8 aritu ada balik..
only for 3days(mana puas)..

i just want to say..
I AM HAPPY RITE NOW...yeeaaaayy!! :))

Thursday, September 02, 2010

Rindu Setengah Mati

i fall in love with this song plus the lyrics.


Aku ingin engkau ada disini
menemaniku saat sepi
menemaniku saat gundah

berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu
ku hanya mencintai kamu
ku hanya memiliki kamu

Reff:
aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati

meski tlah lama kita tak bertemu
ku slalu memimpikan kamu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati
aku rindu setengah mati ....

aku rindu setengah mati kepada mu
sungguh ku ingin kau tau
ku tak bisa hidup tanpa mu
aku rindu.................

by D'masiv

Hari Ini


Hari ini..
sy bangun tido dgn mata yg TERLEBIH sepet(sumph lawak mata aku masa ni)..
Hari ini
sy jawab ujian dlm keadaan separuh sedar (mamai2 tak tahu apa)..
Hari ini
sy ada terasa hati..
Hari ini
sy rasa sy lebih tenang dari semlm
Hari ini
sy rasa amat segar selepas ketiduran sebaik sahaja selamat pulng dari kelas..
Hari ini
sy berjanji akan menjadi lebih tabah..
Hari ini
sy akan ulng kaji lebih sedikit dari semlm (sebb esok aku ada ujian lain plak.haih)
Hari ini
sy menulis di blog tanpa satu pn perkataan BI..


p/s; ye saya tak tahu kenapa semuanya di tulis di dlm bahasa melayu..hehehe ;p

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

I dont know

mode:bad n sad..

got msg from my cousin where we are talking about someone that we care n love sooo much..
after i read that msg i couldn't think properly..
i don't know what should i do. i've no idea..i'm getting blur..
what i know is crying like a hell..
Ya ALLAH give me some strength.
really really don't know what to do..
someone is the most important person in my life..
someone who are patience enough to teach about life...
someone who can scarifies anything for me..
someone who are everything for me..
someone who are i can't live without..
someone that i can depends on..
someone that i called MAK...


semoga mak cepat sembuh dan pnjng umur.
mak kena tgk org n adik berjaya..
mak kena tgk org dpt kerja apa..
mak kena tgk org kahwin ngan siapa..
mak kena tgk bakal cucu2 mak..
mak kena tgk segala apa yg org nk tunjuk dekat mak..

"harap mak dpt bertahan!! org syg kan mak lebih dari nyawa org sendiri..
mak jom la kita g hospital..sama2 cek apa yg ptut."


gosh..i only can wrote this on my blog..
i felt like useless daughter when i cant voice it out to my mum..
i've no strenght..i'm afraid..
i cant see tears on my mum eyes..
what should i do??
what happened to me??
what are the function as the 1st daughter??

what i know is..i'm crying crying and crying..

from;
ur useless daughter :(


SEPTEMBER

title tak ada kena mengena pn..hehe :p

oh hati..
tlg lah berhenti dari meronta-ronta nk buat sesuatu yg bodoh.
pd mana awk tahu yg ia akan membawa kpd sakit hati..
oh hati..
kenapa lah awk ni degil sgt??
tak serik2 lg ke??
oh hati..
silalah ikut kata tuan empunya diri..
dia sgt tak larat utk rasa sakit hati.dia dah penat.
oh hati..
awk adlah benda yg pling dekt dgn dia.
dia beharap sgt awk fhm..
oh hati..
terima kasih kerana memahami..


p/s: i dont know until when my heart will listen to what i'm saying n wish for!! hope my heart wont make me hurt..