S.I.C.K

Wali – Aku Sakit

Aku sakit
Bila menatap matamu
Sadarku bahwa engkau bukan milikku

Aku sakit
Bila ku mengagumimu
Sadarku kau tak pernah mengagumi ku

Bangunkan aku dari tidur panjangku
Sadarkan aku dari mimpi tentangmu
Ku salah bila ku berharap padamu
Salah ku paksa kau tuk mengagumi ku

Kau tak tau perasaan ku
Dan ku tak mau kau tau

Aku sakit
Jika kau tau hatiku
Karna diriku tak berarti bagimu

Aku sakit
Bilakah kau sembuhkan aku
Tak mungkin, tak mungkin sungguh tidak mungkin

haruslahhh sedih kan lirik dia... :(

The Blue Mole

Lagu Khabarkan masih berkumandang..~lalalala :P

this is story when we (me.cikrose n cikin) on our way nk balik rumah after claz..
begin with talk talk talk plus lawak jenaka while we're walking..
and suddenly i saw something like MOLE at cikrose's face..and the-blue-mole story begin...

me:eh ada smething kt muka..
cikrose:ada apa??(smbil bersihkn muka)
me looking at cikin yg dh start sengih sengih..
me:nape gelak??
cikin:ika laa yg gelakkn..
me:eh..tuduh org plak..(sambil senyum2 thn gelak)..
then the-thn gelak plus senyum2 turn into HAHAHAHAHAHA when;
Cikin:tahi lalat biru!!
me:hahahahah

out of sudden..
cikrose:cantik juga tahi lalat biru..
adoi...haruslah me n cikin ketawa tanpa henti..
while me n cikin ketawa mcm apa cikrose tmbh perisa;
cikrose:masa kecik2 dulu sy suka lukis tahi lalat sendiri..
(me n cikin start looking each other)
cikrose:ala ala siti nurhaliza....(w'out realizing me n cikin dh tmbh satu level terbahak-bahak)
hahahaahahaahahahaaahahahahaha.....
cikrose:lepas tu..if nk pergi kenduri kahwin mesti buat tahi lalat tu jd byk kt muka.baru cantik
cikin:mcm sharifah aini??
me:what!!!(dh gelak sampai terduduk-duduk kt ats jln)...

cikin remind me about julie's case bila dia sebut tahi lalat sharifah aini..
ok gelak terbahak-bahak tu jd cool down bila dh sibuk nk lintas jln naik bas..

masa dlm bas terfikir smething..tahi lalat tu buat pakai pen bsh ke pen kering??
and terbahak-bahak tu dtg lg when cikin and me looking each other...
like "eh..tahi lalat palsu cik rose"..hahahaha
me:cikrose..awk buat tahi lalat tu pakai pen bsh ke pen kering?? cikrose:erm...pen kering..eh tak sy pakai pen basah...pen kering tak cantik!!..

hahaha...aku xkira...nk gelak jugk even dlm bus sekali pn bila cikrose ckp "pakai pen bsh..pen kering xcantik"...

u may found this is not funny at all..but who caresss???
for me ini adalah sgt lawak...u should take a look cikrose face during that time..
cikrose face like "weh..salah ke buat tahi lalat palsu??''.. me and cikin akan tetap gelak and yg paling galak gelak ofcoz laa ME...hahaha

and i was thinking; ada masa pulak cikrose nk lukis tahi lalat time nk pergi kenduri kahwin kan...
(believe me..i am laughed out loud during typing this entry :P)

tgh duduk tue laa CIKROSE..the-cap-girl is me...and the-tudung-girl is CIKIN

Dress Code..

Berkumandang: Khabarkan by Luscious :))

i'll show u my dress code every thursday;

baju kurung+pump shoes(coz my lect xbg pakai flip flop)+tudung(utk claz Bel) ya saya bertudung pada hari khamis :)

and this is random pict that we took while waiting nk masuk claz..and i like it :))

haruslah aku suka pict ni kan sebab aku nmpk mcm SOPAN GILA..(perasan??who caressss)

look at him..retard-face yg xberapa nk menjd..but cute :P

aku xtahu nk pose mcm mana..last2 jd mcm kt ats tu..hahaha

the reasons why;

• my Bel(english paper)lect..weh mmg la aku study sume in english kn..tp ni ala ala mcm paper BI time sek dulu.ni haa..nk cakap my lect ni xsuka if masuk kelas dia pakai seluar(for girls) so kena laaa berbaju kurung+tudung..mcm p kelas agama islm/CTU..
• dia kata if pakai seluar n free hair is legally right and morally wrong..so terhasil lah aku(merujuk kpd gmbr yg 1st) pd setiap hari khamis..
• "when u not wearing tudung(to enter the class),u'll look like nk baca Quran tp pakai mini skirt..tuuuu dia..
• and the-pump-shoes tu adlh kerana i don't want to wear high heels..DONT WANT..this is because my project mgt lect asking us to BELAJAR PAKAI HIGH HEELS..dlm erti kata yg lain "sila pakai heels bila dlm claz sy.HEELS NOT WEDGES OK!!" pluz bel lect tu suruh pakai kasut bertutup..FLIP FLOP tidak di benarkn sama sekali..dush dush dush..

Final year(bukn sem)..memg pent sebb kerja byk...i've no time for suka-suki..hell yar!! it just because i dont know how to manage or arrange my time table or what?? but i think keslhn harus di tujukn(tunding jari) kpd MORNING CLASS..i've 4 days morning class per week..apakah itu.. morning class=8.30 a.m...penat taw nk bgun and that situation lead me to become sleepy!!haha

huuuuuuuuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..kena practical..
again..i dont have any CUTI after 1 year study..boleh gila aku mcm nie...org lain pn study gak.. but still have semester break at least 2 months or 1 month...
in my case i've NO SEMESTER BREAK since last sem..sebb kena PAKSA buat short course!!
and it's become worse when this coming semester break aku kena practical!!!!damn dum damn..
"awak cuti sehari dua leps tu terus start final sem"...what do u expect bila dgr ayt mcm tue??
mestila rasa mcm TENSION GILA even benda tu lama lg(3 months from today)..



p/s: 'him' is AHMAD FIRDAUS a.k.a YAU..
p/ss: 'him' bukn SBF saya...dia adlh KWN GONCENG..haha dan dia teramat pandai..jeles saya!!hahaha..sebenarnya ada AIMAN,CIKIN n CIKROSE time nie..tp dieorg tak gila bergmbr mcm kami..hehe..

Waaaaaaah

Mode:malas teramatttt...

okey..sepatutnya/memang patut aku dh on the way p claz..
but where i am rite now???
stuck in my room=malas nk p claz..
haruslah aku yg kurang cerdik ni jadi KURANG KURANG CERDIK kn..
huaaaaaawaaaaaaaaaa....
why i'm soooo slothful??
is there anything wrong with me??

saya memang malassssssssssssssssss...

SPORTREC

Mode: penat gila..

Baru blik dari S.alam(dh siap mndi pn)..
too tired just because aku gigih bersukan..and for sure i'm BURN(oh.tidak!!!)...
no need to be unhappy pikah..sebab kulit awak memg dh SUNBURN pn...
and wat kind of games i get involved???
for the first;sy hanya berhajat utk bermain street soccer..
for the second;sy juga mendaftarkn diri utk bermain netbal..tp x bersungguh pn..
and wat happened??
sampai sampai jek kt kompleks sukan uitm S.Alm tu dh kena sembur; 'wey..nape xpakai tracksuit??' 'cepat salin p main netball'.....
dush...play w'out warming up memg pncit dowh...
for sure laa kalah...hahahaha nvm..it's just a game kot..
oh..netball tu netball 3 on 3..not like usual which is have 7 players per team..
penat laaa...aku jd GA pastu dlm masa yg sama kena jd GD..what the heck..
aku mana reti main defense utk netball..hahahah

and i was in love with STREET SOCCER...now it's become my fav game..haha
best okey main game nie..there's no goal keeper..hanya ada 3 org player sahaja!!
rembat selagi mampu nk merembat bola itu..can i say goodbye to futsal?? :)
KAMI menang tempat ke-2..apakah klh kerana lambungan duit syiling..damn...

LUTUT LUKA DAN TAPAK TANGAN JUGA LUKA..sekian terima kasih...

Since i love this..

Billionaire by Travis Mccoy

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
buy all of the things I never had
uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
smiling next to Oprah and the Queen


Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
for when I'm a billionaire

Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
give Travie a wish list
I'd probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
and adopt a bunch of babies that ain't never had sh-t
give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
and last but not least grant somebody their last wish
its been a couple months since I've single so
you can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
get it, hehe, I'd probably visit where Katrina hit
and damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
yeah can't forget about me stupid
everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

I'll be playing basketball with the President
dunking on his delegates
then I'll compliment him on his political etiquette
toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
but keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate
and yeah I'll be in a whole new tax bracket
we in recession but let me take a crack at it
I'll probably take whatever's left and just split it up
so everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
and not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
go in your pocket pull out your wallet
and put it in the air and sing

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
buy all of the things I never had
uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad!

Nestle Bliss..

currently eating MACAU EGG TART = yeay. happy!!!
Mode: wonderful friday :)

murah. murah. dan murah lg...
3 botol=rm11.25...soooooo murah ok!!!
if tak percaya g laa beli...
erm..curious ni..
y i'm suffering CB today?? it's juz b'coz;
aku gigih duk minum bliss semlm@
pg td b4 g claz mkn yogurt+hbiskn bliss yg tinggl xsmpai suku tu@
mc'd lunch set(minum coke).....

whatever it is aku dh TERKENA CB...oh itu sgt derita..
but boleh kurus laaa mcm nie(dis wat i want :P )...

and one of my clazmates said; bliss tgh buat cabaran penghadaman=14 days...tu yg ko kena CB..hahah what the heck is this...ada kaitan ke???

maka itu aku pn gigih g beli bliss lg kt JJ after claz...
now i've 4 bottles of nestle bliss..hahah i likeeeeeeeee :)

oh..there's no weekend for me (again) :(

"Ala ala sinis"

aku:eh.siapa yg pndng kita ala ala sinis tue??
Cikin:mana??
aku:dlm kedai tue la (toleh utk kali ke 2)
........
aku:omg..mdm laa wey..
Cikin:hahahaha (gelak sakan)miss J ada laa kt dlm tue..mdm pn ada gak ke?
aku:nape?mdm pndng kita ala ala sinis la..kenapa erk?
Cikin: "ala ala sinis"..hahaha lawak bunyinya...
aku:erk..lawak ke??mna aku pungut ayt "ala ala sinis" tue..

hahah...recall blik "ala ala sinis" tue memg lawak laa...
ada ke org guna "ALA ALA SINIS"...
apa maksud dia..haha
ALA ALA SINIS = pndng dgn pndgn yg something...
alaaaaaaaa pndngn yg something..korg mesti tahu kn!!


uhfuh..aku belum jumpa dgn org tue tp aku dh ada bad impression psl dia..
ohhhhhh tidak!!!

BENCI

unstable mode..

i just want to tell u(blog) that i HATEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!!!(someone)..
and aslo HATE for those who are asking me some sort of stupid questions;

how old are u?(dh terang lg bersuluh aku letk TAHUN aku lahir kt profil aku kn)

busy ke??(budus punya soaln bila ORG yg aku TAK berapa NK KENAL tanya)

dah lama on9?? ( ko sibuk apa??)

u bdk mna??(eee...sila baca info yg ada kt profil aku dgn teliti. apa guna aku letk 'info' if ko tak reti nak baca)

u dh ada bf??( apakah..sibuk hal org ni!!)

aarghhhhh...kenapakah aku terlalu EMOSI pada hari ini!!!
pikah.bukn ke ko cakap ko nk berubh kn??nk jd more patience ... kemana menghilng azam itu??sila jawab!!

okey..mungkin aku 'marah'@'benci' dgn diri sendiri..tp atas alasan ape??

and rite now i just want to be 'Pikah yg SUPER IGNORANT'.
and i also can be SUPER SARCASTIC if u wish for.
and i made it!!!haha sorry guys if u become as my mangsa :)


p/s:perlu ke memesan when my pesanan will sound 'ouch..its hurt'..so my stand is 'tiada pesanan'..sekian

Saturday Oh Saturday!!

we go to Port Dickson..
and it was totally TREMENDOUS hokey!!! :)
unplanned thing sometime can be as GOOD THING and cannot be 'over and done' i tell u.. :)
this is the pitcha;

sebelum sampai=permulaan perjalanan


okey,ni dh start naik Banana Boat

here we go!!

selepas ;)


VIPER the killer!!!sumpah best...

begin with "Pikah jom g PD"..huish...gila ke Kenek ni???main-main ke??
haha Kenek dan Dila (My Jiran) buat rancangan mengejut..mybe dieorg dpt mimpi kot!!
aku pn ckp OKEY..haha tak fikir pnjng lngsung...
mcm mne boleh ajak CikRose;sebb kwn Kenek x jd ikut...
maka itu kami berempat pn pergilah ke PD..seronok dowh!!!

side effect;tumit luka(terlanngr btu dlm laut.budus),dua-dua lengan dh sakit(sehari selepas), tengkuk pn dh sakit..tp semlm memg menyeronokkn..no doubt :)

girls day out ; Dila Kenek CikRose and Fikah

Malay guy with Chinese look...

okey...i just want to tell u, this guy(malay guy with chinese look) is totally my 'type' :P
but i've some problem which is I"M TOO SHY..ye laa xkn perigi nk cari timba kot...sgt tak patut..

haha..apakah..i JUST like to see his face(itu pn sebab dia chinese look)...not more than that..
i know my self very well!! :) soo i just like as in suka tgk jaa...

tp kn tp kn..everytime aku g DP walk (dah 3 kali aku jumpa) tu mesti aku nk p tgk dia..kahkah...gtl..
alah...tgk jerk pn...bukn luak kn..hahaha

okey...stop talking about that guy laaa...nk cerita psl ECLIPSE nie..
i just want to say that movie totally AWESOME hokey!!!hahaha..
but i haaatttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Jacob's soooo much...
just b'coz dia suka paksa-paksa Bella's..benci!!!




p/s: malay guy with chinese look..sy hanya suka tgk awk ja..sebb muka awk mcm chinese...tp if awk pn suka tgk sy...lg sy suka!!!hahah that's all...and pict tu bukn bdk yg aku suka tgk...dia cozen aku;Ebal pinjm sat pict naa..coz muka ko mcm chinese look..hahah and aku xske ebal okey!!!dia cozen aku...

Thursday morning..

mode:sengih-sengih

hahaha..dgn bangganya aku telah memontengkn diri(8.30 claz)..

ini adalah kerana badan aku TERlekat kt tilam sampai xboleh nk bangun dah :)

dan tidak di lupakan bahawa hasutan berjaya di lalukan ke ats ROOMATE (cikin)..hehehe

eh lupa nk ckp yg aku SAKIT hati betol dgn 'bdk-bdk baru'...tunggu lif mcm jakun teramat..

budus..kat situ ade 4 lif juz wait for 1 jaa laa...jgn tamak mangkuk!!

bila aku rjin nk tingglkn tilam(dgn malasnya) lect x msok claz laaa plak..hampeh..

xtawu ke tilam itu amat berharga.hehe dush dush...

aku rasa nk tido n bermimpi;apa yg aku ptut amik utk elektif paper..MOC or SOCSO..

big QUESTION MARK!!!

alamak baru terigt yg fav team(germany) kalah... :(

mcm tak da mood jerk ni..haha apakah..perlu ke aku yg emosi lebih kn.. :P

lg satu lg satu..aku dh hbis dh baca UATA :)

my komen;thumbs up syud!!

eh result shortcourse dh keluar...alhamdulilah for the GOOD result but then aku xdpt apa yg aku angan-angankn=four flat.. tp aku bersyukur...things happen for the reason rite.. :)

p/s:nk tgk ECLIPSE..hari ni dh tyg...tp mcm mls ja..heheh as usual xske xperlu baca :)

when i can't sleep..

4 Jul 2010 3:12

eleh poyo la.
source:myspace

tetiba ko nk ckp aku poyo kenapa ntah??
hahah..sumpah lawak...atas alasan "i wont give my num" ko ckp aku poyo..
budus laa...ko buat aku(yg xboleh tido ni) rasa nk gelak but at the same time aku rasa nak MAKI ko...
i told you..i'm not patience enough but this matter soooo stupid...
and i shouldn't GIVE A DAMN pn damn it!!!

'thing' dat i should care:lists to-do!!(options)
1)sila habiskn membaca UATA (haha xmau coz esok xtaw nk bce ape if habiskn sekrg)..
2)p iron bju kurung yg nk pakai esok (so esok pg x kabut if bngun lmbt)..
3)buat kesemua yg dh di 'listed'kn...(tgk laa dulu)..
4)baring atas katil dan pura-pura tido (mesti tertido nnt)..

okey..aku pilih no.4...sound nice :)
landing atas katil..pura pura tutup mata sambil dgr mp3..confirm akan tertido punya..haha

nice choice pikah :))

Ingin 'Melukis'

*sigh*..
felt like i WANT to 'illustrate' something..
something dat i called as something's something!!
as in movement of my hands...
hahaha..sound serious dowh!!!apakah :)
currently reading 'Untuk Awak Teja Aulia'(ain't finish yet)
what i get from my reading..me falling away(not in love yar)!!..adey..
since when me myself become as Novel's Analyst ni??hahaha..

owh almost forget...
yesterday (6th of July)= 2nd day for new semester!!
i've 3 classes which is MALAYSIAN ECONOMY(tuto n lect) and MANAGEMENT of CHANGE(think to change this paper)!!
eeeuuuuwww...bosannyaaa cerita psl claz nie..n my time table was totally huh!!!morning claz.. 4 out of 5..apakah itu...gila dengki dekt aku yg mls nk bgun pg kn...
n for my thesis..do i need to find my supervisor by my own??bukn uitm provide the list ka??? sigh sigh dan sigh lg(i know sigh is not GOOD at all)!!! :)


wokey!!mau smbung bca UATA.. :) aku sebenarnya tak tahu nk tulis apa..saja tergedik-gedik.. :))


p/s:tiada pesanan ringkas ari ini..kerana tiada hati utk "memesan"...

Final year..

5th of July 2010
sehari lambt...(i mean semlm xboleh connect internet)...
1st claz 1st day = mandarin claz..meet wif dat 'laoshi' again...adey..awatnya p separate claz...
2nd claz 1st day = "apa khabar semua??''...yeah..we meet again miss..not for the same paper..but for the other paper(PUBLIC FINANCE)...

-haha..1st claz 1st day hanya ada 2 claz ja..n mcm x percaya aku dh PART 5..dush...kena gigih ni wey...n kepada kawan-kawan kenapa awk org semua x mai claz ha???hanya sy dan cik rose jaa(sooo lesbo).. gosh...gosh..gosh...tiada JK laa sem nie.. :)

AKU M.A.L.U doh!!!

*muka merah*...
aku malu bila aku rasa yg status nie bukn psl kemenangan NETHERLANDS...

" Syuhada Sharif power of the orange"

1)aku dgn SUKANYA pergi like n comment status org kt FB yg menyatakn BRASIL dh klh...oleh itu dgn bangganya aku p comment status SYUD..sebb aku igt itu cousin aku punya status.. siap post "yeah...bhoo yellow..." adeyy....malu...
2)sengal x..bila dh comment tetiba aku rse status tu bukn psl Belanda menng pn..n aku p delete dat comment(after realize yg itu SYUD punya status...bukn my cousin)..dush dush...malu lg...
3)SYUD xske org yg comment tp dia xtaw dia comment psl ape..malu malu dan malu lg bila aku rse aku mcm tue...*muka double merah*...

-bila fikir fikir balik..mesti SYUD ckp psl FIFA kn...dh memg time tu rmai yg post psl FIFA...
Ques to SYUD(syud bukn bce blog aku pn):hurm...ur status tue psl FIFA kn???(pls ckp "ya..pasal FIFA :) )...

p/s kepada diri sendiri: pika....sila meliht dgn teliti (pakai spec jika perlu) sebelum nk comment status org...kn dh malu kn...nk sorok muka kt mne..mesti ade notification kt fb SYUD..

COLD

hahaha..
nape ntah gelak gelak.. :)
okey...nk cerita laa nie...
semlm JB hujn...mlm pn hujn jugk..
so memg sejuk laaa kn...
nk cerita ape sebenarnya nie???hahah
nk cerita walaupun hujn...
kteorg tido tetp switch on aircond pluz dgn kipas sekali...
boleh byg sejuk dia mcm mne x??aircond on thp PALING sejuk punya...
oleh di sebabkn kepandaian itu...
tgh2 tido hidung sy mengalirkn cecair(flu)...haiseh...
haha...dan tido sy terganggu..huhuhu


p/s:hehe suka suki laa if nk cerita kn..my blog...xske xpe.. xkesah pn :)

July

July come again...
wat happened in JULY????
nothing...hahaha...tetiba rse nk post JULY :)
1)4th of July i'm going back to Malacca...
2)5th of July, start dah CLAZ..
3)after 5th of July sy akan gigih mencari novel UATA..hahaha (xtaw smpai bila kena cari)..
4)juz wait n see b'coz kita hanya mampu merncng...TUHAN yg menentukn.. :)